In my world --- again similar to the rest

[Stephys_cool]

You all think I'm happy and nice to you.
you don't know me, you don't know what's true.

I slit my wrists and love to be a rebel,
this is who I am, I'm an angel of the devil.

I don't deny god I know he's there,
I just know that he doesn't care.

What I want to do is fly so high,
visit the white so high in the sky.

Up in my world I'm loved there,
there isn't one who doesn't care.

For in my world there is no one,
i'm happy my work is done.

Up in my world there are no bars around me,
I fly everywhere I am for now on free.

I can do anything I ever wanted,
I can't get hurt, I'm no longer haunted.

I love it here, I have everything for free.
Just wish what I want, and that's what I see.

But then there's one I always see off far.
I can't see though who you are.

When you came up close you're hidden by a mist,
you grabbed my hand and looked at my wrist.

He put his hand over and took away the scars,
it was you who kept me from behind those bars.

You're the one who kept me here alive this day.
You make me happy that's all I can say.

That's then when I heard a loud beep.
I opened my eyes... another day, another weep.