"in my corner" Weird poem I wrote after 13 year old heartbreak ;]

[Stephys_cool]

I hate what is going on because of him I want to be shot in the head.

I like the pain, but right now I wish I were dead.

I'm sorry what I did, if he can try again i'll try so hard.

I can't help the way I am,
but I need you.
I need you here with me, when I was with you I felt free.

I want to hide in my corner, that's where I can be free.
When I am in my corner, I can think and find, what everyone has done to me.

I'll never feel free again,
the people in hell.. I may as well be them.

I don't understand what I did to you,
I feel like a fu**ing ant.
I try to let go,
I just can't.

I feel like the black flower that welt and die.

Everyone fu**ing hates me
everyone wants to fu**ing kill me.

I want to hide in my corner, that's where I can be free.
When I'm in my corner, I can think and find, what everyone's done to me.

When good things happen, how lucky everyone is,
the couples I see who kiss...
When I see that it passes in my mind of what I really miss.
I miss you.

I want to hide in my corner, that's where I can be free.
When I'm in my corner, I can think and find, what everyone's done to me.

When you can no longer find me,
check my corner.
That's where I will be.