Hi Aviendra
I truly hope this run of bad luck ends very soon. What an awful period of time for you.
Like libB I also live in OZ but in Sydney. I have a spare room that filled iwth junk at the moment so if you are desperate, you're more than welcome to crash here - its just me and my little girl. I'd be disowning that brother of yours and le thim fend for himself. 7years is a long time when you are wanting to make a future for yourself and buy yr own home.
I do think though that you have an inner strength and that's gotten you through this and lots of other dramas in your life. I get the feeling that you're a clear headed thinker and I truly hope that all will work out soon.
I'm sure it will. The TAB thing isnt good and I dont think that's going to clear up for a while yet. The company I work for has been doing some work with TAB Corp - to take on the IT side of things for the TAB/Casino's.
Anyway...if you wnat to lean on us here for a bit, lean away and vent,cry wahtever..all you like. If I can help out in any way, please let me know.
Peace, love and light to you!
BUT! luckily you have more self control than me! :) and so what i would suggest is, if you ever get all worked up about it just imagine beating him up :smt003 ITS GOTTA WORK!!! or being serious: just think "whats done is done you can't help it" kay? i wish you well.
