I think I need a hug and fast!

[David4]

I found this site because something happen to me that changed me in a major way. I kept seeing 1111 on things and on clocks and in movies.  I will keep this short and when I feel able I'll talk more about that topic.  So becasue of the 1111 stuff. I changed.. BIG TIME...  Then 2 weeks later I felt this burning over my head.  I freaked out...  I didn't know what it was untill my wifes friend said I was ascending. So I looked that up and found out about chakras.  So then I knew it was my crown chakra... Then things I didn't care about started to be on my mind ALOT!  9/11, HUMANS, God and many other things. My dreams became more real than real life. At times I couldn't feel my feet touch the ground. It seems like my fear of things is fading. Now my crown is off and I feel alone. I also have dots in my hand that I know were not there before.. or I didn't notice them.  My son says he sees the number 4 on my head.  I seem to want to stay away from people becasues I feel them now... like how I can feel me...

I always want to cry about things and I do alot now... This is all very hard for me becasue this is a 360 to who I was.  I keep hearing "Hold the light"

can someone out there.... plz just tell me who I am now. And whats going one in this world.  

I write pomes now...  WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME!!!!!

HUG ME!!

Life spark

My current mind found through time.
It's taken me far to long. To see what's inside of you and me
A new found light that has been there from the first day all along.
Sparked by a universal calling, a deep longing to be whole.
To notice the perfection of it all.
What would life be if man didn't notice it at all.
List this life spark under the one who first comes.
to teach this fact that will unfold and be undone.
No matter what hides the truth from the eyes of the young.
Time will stop, hearts will phase and fear will fade. All man will be lit up and seen
The soul will gleam and burst into light.
As soon as the earth is center with the sun.
This has already happend and can not be undone.
All colors of man will go clear.
The new age of man is almost near.

I wrote this and I really don't know what I mean..
I always write them after I wake up.

I've looked on the net for help.. but I really just find people that say I'm nuts.. or I find stuff about DNA...

sorry for the way I wrote this... It's hard for me to sleep now.

Deep in side... I've always been this way.. but I didn't talk about it..  I almost passaway from a thyroid storm.  that was about 5 years ago now.

I can't even go shopping becasue I get lost trying to find my way home.

sigh...

well I love you guys...  walks off crying....

[David4]

I think I found the right place.... I should have looked in the other rooms before I spoke!!

If I'm nuts then I'm not the only one...

SO COOL....   I'm not alone.. I'm not alone!!!  

WOW..  this is what it felt like when my crown charka went ON!

[suzisco]

A hug to you and a welcome note also.  I am glad you found us.

Please take time and look around, you will find lots of things here that will help.

Suzi

[MissEm]

A big hug to you David4

Try not to be afraid of this new thing happening to you.  A new door is opening for you at a different level.  Look around on the manyforums on here and Im sure you will discover others who have experienced the same.

Peace, love and light to you!

xox

[David4]

I feel warmth now.

[Evie]

Hello David....   (((((H U G S))))))

You do need a hug in a fast way....  here's a big one for you.

You are  moving in fast forward it feels like
to me.  I would be freaked out too!  

LOL ....  You are absolutely not alone!  Many people here
have moments when we wonder about ourselves. Seriously,
I don't think you are nuts at all!  

Relax ....
This wouldn't be happening to you if you weren't ready for it.  
You must have been asking to move forward spiritually in your life...  :smt017

Biggest thing for you David is to "Lose the Fear"  
Lose the fear and you won't lose your mind... I know this...  :smt003  

Your poem is lovely,  I think you are channeling beautiful words so
full of wonderful messages to yourself.   Let it flow.... All the answers
you are looking for are close....

I also want to say to you.... get grounded, do deep breathing exercises,
so you are not so floaty... Go for daily walks... HUG a tree.  :smt020

You are going to be OKAY!!!!  

P E A C E
Evie

[Rhutobello]

And Grandpa is given you a good bear hug too.

Yea...there is more between heaven and earth then we know about and understand.

I think and hope that you have arrived at the right place, we are open minded and there are many members who have experience different thing.

So welcome to us...take a seat...and another hug

[Samson]

Hello David4, I'd love to give you a Hug I feel you need one, it's a Samson HUG big but gentle.

[MysticMarina]

Hi David........Big (((((Hugs))))))........and lots of smiles. I'm glad you're here.

Marina

[symulhaque]

Thank you so much for finding us. Hope for fun with you.