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by Youdah » Mon Jun 30, 2008 3:53 pm
The most fun about doing a chart is seeing the potential of the person, and advising about the pitfalls and the lessons that need to be learned in this life. But, doing an astrology chart is very time consuming. There are, of course, many volunteers who willingly do them for practice and to give of themselves. May I suggest that you ask this question in the forum where requests for readings are made? In this particular place, it's a discussion about astrology in general.
Although I don't practice it as much as astrology, I do some psychic work. I want to answer your questions in that way, not by astrology because I just don't have the time today to do a full reading from a chart.
You should stop concerning yourself with "am I talented enough." You are not trained enough, that is all. Through education and study, you will acquire the skills you need to give you confidence. The fact that you already have a strong desire for design says that it is something that you should follow. We aren't given these "interests" without also being given the "talents" to achieve it. So stop torturing yourself with questions about your adequacy or talents. Just do it. You are a Virgo, so that shows that you have the patience and temperament to set a course and follow it, and do the hard work needed to achieve your dream. Just do it.
Find the school that meets your needs and dreams. Enroll. Just do it. Find the money. Work and save. It is there for you. All you have to do is...just do it! Can I be any clearer? Go for it, dear. The way is being made for you, including me being guided to this forum to see your question and "the universe" knew exactly what I'd say to you, so here I came. The way to achieve your dream will come along, too. Be patient, but don't doubt it. And above all else, stop telling yourself that you aren't good enough. You are so very loved, and have been given such huge talents...all that is lacking is for you to believe in yourself and DO IT, and stop putting the brakes on the things you truly want just because you think you aren't good enough or that you aren't worthy. My dear friend, you most certainly are. The only thing stopping you is your own negative thoughts about yourself. Go buy "The Secret" or rent it on DVD. Then, Just do it.