[b]Need words of Wisdom[/b]

[tellezjrj]

I have been experiencing some weird things over the past two years.  I have been to several doctors, and specialist and as of today nothing has been resolved.  So, I came to the conclusion that there must be a spell on me.  I am a strong beliver, I have experienced many things when it comes to spells, curanderos, reversing spells, cleaning the soul, etc.  I lived in Mexico for Six years when I was younger, and there was some very heavy stuff going on at times.  Anyways - Here is my problem.  Maybe someone can give me some advise.

Remember, this all started about two years ago.

- I was working in my yard
- Two days later I broke out in a weird rash and began to itch like crazy.
- The bumps and rashes turned into deep sores
- After antibiotics and other medications we got the sores to heal..it took about 6 months.  
- Then I broke out more, and it continues on a regular basis.
- I find fibers, and small black specks on my body at times and I itch.
- I have had blood work done by two major laboratories and all comes back very good.
- I have visited two dermatologist, two immunologist, two regular doctors, and an allergen doctor. ** none of them know what is going on.

Here is the out of ordinary stuff:
- I found hair (or something that appeared to be hair) in my yard/garden.
- I wake up between 2:00 AM and 3:00 just about every day
- I dream of bad things; War, Crime, being chased, strugle, difficulties walking from one location to another...dreams that are a bit out of the ordinary.
- There is a Black Cat, not completely black - it has one white spot under its chin area.  But I had never seen it until about 6 months ago.  It hangs out in my  yard, it stares at my house, and at times it runs in-front of me when I pull into my drive way or leave the house.
- I had two cats, very healthy - both died unexpectedly.

I have been bathing in rue - (so far two baths).  I also have spoke to a lady that was going to watch over me last night around mid-night to see if she could see anything.  

I am not seeking medical advise, nor do I think that I will be cured, etc.  I'm just looking for opinions, advise, and if anyone knows of some rituals that can be performed to help eliminate any spells, please advise.  

I have been a member of this site for around a year, maybe longer.

Thanks to all - Please e-mail me here and copy my personal e-mail at:

tellezjrj@gmail.com

Respectfully,
Jose Tellez

[Evard]

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Ask power Alchemic Deity ~ you like alchemy rite ./. save the new year and send the time to gala way
Send ~ The ~ Time away with alornimen ., and Be Ready With Reis Para root and powder .. Alchemy::

Make incense and grape juice and make a powder dry with tea light candles .,. count to seven paces en
blow the powder in a fan .. make a cup of fruit juice and pour a 1 Oz cup in strong double tea .. .. ..  OK

If you can't clear your lam spots try making hornseed laxative and don't shake your legs near a phone..

That's it . Happy New Year .  HooDoo Meisa Cura Pan~ :~: Nas`q wen ~wyn ~wite .. Try some Blistex :
and don't wash your back .. until the spot on your lip and leg heals .. thanks.. OK Try it Please.   Evard.

[StormGirl Blue]

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Morgellons

Like you many sufferers have considered a curse possibility for lack of mainstream medical support.

Even your mental state, ie bad dreams may be attributed as a symptom.. Im thinking consequence.

I would also have someone test the soil and possible water sources around your place for high levels of toxins etc.


The thing about curses is feeling cursed, ( I have also experienced the feeling cursed thing ).. I am not a spell practitioner so do not have any personal spells as such  to offer,  I believe in the power of positive affirmations...
IMO if you could create a dedicate affirmation for this and design your own ritual to evoke it this will help.

Please read the links I sent regarding your symptoms.. it helps a whole lot o know your not alone.. perhaps you may find a suport group on the internet or have the opportunity to talk about your experiences with others.

[Evard]

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Joking about New Year s &nbsp;here .. OK .. don't tell him it's Morgain's Mexacainau disbowrean .. humor :-(

I'll be OK .. I'm not a health shaman .. I'm kinda into magic though ., so.. &nbsp;thanks . hooray . Prevail. Ev