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What the hell just happened to me!!!

Post by Alchemyst » Sun Mar 21, 2010 5:24 pm

I will start from the very beginning.

I had a usual dream, friends and nice colorful surrounding. Then all of a sudden my vision turned to black and white with dark-grey monochromatic tones that completely changed my emotion from calamity to fear...

Then I woke up, but not a usual waking up, instead only my consciousness woke up and my body was paralyzed. This had happened to me around 10 times and as always I try to separate from my body, which I usually succeed. I don't know why I tend to do that, but it's just like an urge to separate in order to get out of my paralyzed body...

But then as I started to get up a dark shadow started to appear on my wall and ceiling. I said to myself, "ok, it's my reflection probably". Then I heard a loud buzzing in my ears, which I usually experience during the separation process.

But this time there was something different. I was no longer the one part that got up from bed, instead my consciousness shifted to my real body but I had the feeling that the part of me that got separated didn't returned to me.

Then I heard extraordinary loud screaming of a male voice. I recognized it was my own voice!!! But strangely I wasn't screaming at all. It was like another man screaming with my voice. He was scared to death...

Then I woke up and I noticed that my whole body was full of "stress hormones". It was so stiff and scared that I've never experienced so much "stress hormones" released in my entire waking life.

So what this whole scene of events and experiences was, I will probably never know.

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Post by Alchemyst » Sun Mar 21, 2010 5:34 pm

Ah yes, I didn't mentioned that Baroque-like music that was playing all the time in my dream, even when events in my dream were changing. It was as if the music was coming from a different plane of reality and not very connected to my dream.

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Post by Zetascair20086 » Sun Mar 28, 2010 1:58 am

I've had weird experiences like that before but not that frightening. I have no explanation for this though.

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Post by spiritalk » Sun Mar 28, 2010 2:41 pm

It sounds a lot like when the spirit leaves the body to astral travel.  There is pain and discomfort involved (so I ask - why would you bother?) As the astral is such a diverse negative world, it is not where you want the spirit to be set free.  I think that is what causes all the physical and spirit symptoms that transpire before leaving the body.
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Post by Alchemyst » Tue Mar 30, 2010 3:19 pm

I've heard and read that the astral plane is a negative plane of reality. Since emotions play a big role in the spiritual world, and I experienced very frightening emotions, therefore there is the proof that this plane of reality is a negative one.

Now, I wonder is there any way to avoid this from happening. I just want regular sleep and to wake up relaxed!

Also I thought, is there I way that I open my eyes during dreaming, because there are times that I'm aware during sleep and I just open my eyes, see the surrounding (my room and all the details in it) but also see strange formless entities and stuff. I think I should film myself during sleep to see if I really open my eyes or it's just an OBE.

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Post by spiritalk » Tue Mar 30, 2010 5:55 pm

You do seem to have a very active sleep time.  This does not leave you properly relaxed and rested for the day to come.  It is time to change something.

What I have found is that the more I meditate to reach out to spirit, the less they need to contact me in my sleep time.  I don't even remember my dreams now - they must be sweet.  We all dream I am told.

Do a regular meditation program while in the conscious state and see if that doesn't help eliminate the sleep disturbances.  And remember that the conscious state is alert and does not want to travel away from the body.  Keep it attached.

There are tools of your own consciousness....visualization, meditation, affirmation.....that keep you growing and balanced in your own empowerment.  This is a much better learning place.  There may be hints in this article:

TOOLS OF OUR OWN CONSCIOUSNESS
(Visualization,Meditation, Affirmation)

We have been given the tools of strength and balance in our body, mind and spirit connection. We do not require any outside stimulus to open and expand our state of consciousness to include the sensitivities of empowerment within our humanity.
Using prayer to connect to the highest source of all qualities allows the spirit to grow and be within a framework of love. It solidifies the connection between human frailties and the God of our own understanding. Opening and closing all our efforts with spirit, in prayer solidifies the covenant we seek with the guiding force of all life.
As you can program your computer to its language, so can you program your universe to the language of love. With this programming in place, the universe will resonate with the highest frequencies of 'life force energy', 'God'; 'Light' that resonate at this frequency.
When you focus on this frequency, your being becomes attuned, like a musical instrument and will bring it into harmony in every cell of our universe. When you focus on fear, it creates disharmonic frequencies in your being.
This inspiration talks to our interaction with others: Reason, Season, Lifetime Author unknown
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
We can neither create nor destroy energy; we can only change its form. As we create something, we do not create the energy, but take energy that already exists and change its form into that which we desire.
The human existence is a series of many electrical systems. We call them body, mind, and spirit connection, functioning together as one reality. When we create our thought forms, send them through this maze of electrical systems, which is then sent to a universal consciousness, this energy is then returned to manifest our desires.
If the electrical systems within the individual existence are fragmented, dysfunctional or distorted through fear and negativity, the thought form is sent out and returns distorted. If the electrical system is blocked, the thought form may never have the opportunity to be completed.
As the individual creation takes the universal energy already in existence and exercises creative mind, giving the energy meaning and direction with thought, the most powerful energy in the universe, creative manifestation is now set into motion. You have been doing this your entire life.
Thought is energy set into motion. What your mind creates, your body and spirit can manifest.
AFFIRMATION
Our mind can be encouraged to think upon the lines of positive empowerment that we instill. To begin affirmations, it must be noted that it is important to use one that you can believe. Paying lip service to action will not get the job done. Even when it does not make sense to you at the present time, your consciousness can be exercised (like any muscle in the body) to accept this new thought.
Affirmations will be freeing us from the conscious thoughts that 'life is pain' and therefore to be endured. When we begin our affirmations, if this thought is embedded in our consciousness, we will not succeed in our efforts.
Not all in life is pain. There are many joys and it is our responsibility to accentuate the positive, finding the joys of life as we learn and grow. Life is not all black and white, the joys of life can be found even in our sorrow.
In nature, all is seeded in a soil of comfort and security, but to grow also requires fertilizer. The manure we put on our plants, while waste in another aspect, can nourish our flowers to blossom. Sit back and enjoy the results as the end product of the lessons of life.
On waking, to begin your day, turn your thoughts from chaos and confusion to peace and harmony with a simple affirmation. Without the calming exercise, you begin your day in hurry and bustle, which is designed to create chaos for your entire day.
During the stresses of your day, take a moment to repeat your affirmation and calm any loaded situation. Make it the last thought before sleep at night to ensure a peaceful dream state.
VISUALIZATION
Using the mind to visualize in conjunction with a meditative, peaceful state is our ability to calm our consciousness for stress relief and health. Our imagination can picture anything in our mind we choose. Keeping it positive and of nature is
an important aspect of manifesting peace and calm within, when it is needed for life.
All energies flow from the source, the creator of all life. Beginning all exercises of our consciousness with a prayer puts the spiritual aspect we are seeking for ourselves into all our efforts for ourselves as well as others. From the spirit allow the greater spirit to guide and protect you through all activities of being, so that service is the watchword of a loving life. Be a part of the spread of energy of peace, calm and harmony throughout a troubled world so that you can remain a part of the raising of consciousness of all life.
Sit comfortably, close the eyes to distraction and breathe gently. Take note of your breathing and allow it to slow and calm, releasing tensions from the body. Let go of the stresses causing tension within the body, blow out several times to get in touch with your deeper breathing.
Picture water lapping on a shore (the scene can be one of your own choosing, either from memory or produced for this purpose), with the ebb and flow of the water, feel your whole being flowing, in and out, relaxing and enlivening your whole body, mind and spirit connection.
The beach has warm sand beneath your feet and a warm sun upon your shoulders. You are peaceful and calm as you walk along your secluded, private personal space. Listen to the ebb and flow of the tides. Feel the calm of this sound.
When ready, enter the cool waters to refresh. Flow again with the tides of the water as you enjoy it over, around and through your whole being.
When ready, leave the cool water and return to the warm sandy beach. You will feel energized and full of warmth that seeps deep within your body. To share it, visualize someone you know of who could do with a calming thought and send some of your new- found peace along to them, as well.
You are ready to return to your conscious state and bring this peaceful, calm energy into all you think, do and be for the coming hours. It is important to say a prayer of thanks on completion of any exercise that calls on the universe to re-energize, renew and refresh your being as you work to also send peace and calm to others.
MEDITATION
The literal interpretation of Meditation is….To think upon. Using visualization, sound, music, etc. we can concentrate and retrain our mind upon a single purpose.
Contemplation and meditation are so important to our consciousness. We can unlock hidden, spiritual potential within our own being. There is only one spiritual center for each individual. There are many methods and purposes to reach this spiritual center. There remains only one motive "Service" to all in spirituality.
Meditation is used for many purposes and in many ways to produce energies and feelings of calm and peace. When we are in need of personal energy or healing, meditation can bring awareness to our body, mind and spirit connection.
It is also used for attunement for the gifts of the spirit (spiritual healing, clairvoyance, inspired speaking, inspirations, etc.) bringing enlightenment of the spirit. Therefore, there will be different techniques for different purposes. For the purpose of stress relief and relaxation, inner peace is found in a simple meditation upon a calm, beautiful place of peace. It can be a beautiful object such as a flower, or music can set a tone of relaxation.
In a moving meditation, we are uniting the body, mind and spirit through such exercises as tai chi, yoga, labyrinth walk or any repetitive activity. This can also be washing a floor, painting a wall, dusting, jogging or power walking, in fact, any activity that causes all outside thoughts to fall away. When this puts us in the present moment, we are meditating.
To attune through meditation to spirit guides and teachers for the purpose of mediumship gifts (clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, trance, inspiration, etc.) it is important to reach our guidance with a symbol of our own choosing to personalize the contact. It is effective for the symbols we use to come from nature, as this is such a living, thriving source of energies. Flowers neither reap nor sow, they offer the beauty and scent of their being for all to be uplifted and enlivened in spirit.
Each time we make attunement with our guiding forces, we strengthen that partnership of spirit. With each exercise, it becomes easier to make the connection we desire. The results of this attunement are the manifestation of all mediumship gifts on a spiritual level of our consciousness.
Knowledge is the foundation upon which we build. Training of the consciousness at many levels is the exercise to seek knowledge. Meditation will cultivate the understanding so that knowledge is absorbed by us and applied in our everyday living. We have the opportunity to take knowledge on a personal basis, expand and refine it to our needs individually.
Meditation is a wondrous adventure and can be an important step in our spiritual awareness. As spirit here and now, everything in this universe is open to our use, there is no limit to what we can learn, and only the limitations we impose upon ourselves.
The mind is the greatest tool or instrument that we own. It is unfortunate that most of us are not aware of the great potential of our minds. The opening and expanding of our consciousness not only touches our spirit, but also opens a whole new world of spirit for our exploration and growth.
We can form a partnership with the spirit guardians, guides and teachers who touch our lives. We can work with them to make this experience of a more spiritual nature. We will be getting in touch with a more complete aspect of which we are as a human being now in this material world of existence.
Once we empower our body, mind, and spirit connection with these tools of strength and balance, we will find our consciousness opening and expanding to another dimension of awareness, generally referred to as the psychic.
We have been using our 5 senses (sight, hearing, taste, touch, smell) in a material world and can take these onto this other level of awareness and add intuition and I know (from the heart…it neither sees nor hears, it just knows). It is important to be open to all the senses to manifest, not only on the physical level, but also on the spiritual level. Warm and cold feelings are two of the symptoms from energies that are frequently felt during meditation.
God bless, J

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Post by missheadmaster » Mon Apr 26, 2010 11:19 am

i have been spontaneously projecting for 19 years, since 13 years old. until recently i never knew what it what was, thought i was possessed or dying. it happened 1-2 times per week and always followed sleep paralysis and the loud buzzing in my ears. since the very 1st one every experience was horrifying. i was pulled through the walls into the sky down dark tunnels without control, i would come out and be pulled under my bed with dark entitiestrying to get at me there, i would find dark shadows on my ceiling, and the list goes on. i have probably more than 500 OBE's in my lifetime all as described above. needless to say this was a terrible burden i carried and affected me negatively for as long as i can remember. noone believed me, thought i was having night terrors, hallucinations, etc,. but anyone who has had an OBE knows it is real. recently i joined an online course for astral travel and dreams with gnosticawakenings.com and all that changed. i learned that the reason for these terrifying experiences was my own subconcious. i have never heard that the astral is a bad place, quite the opposite. keep in mind that i didnt know what the astral was until 3 months ago. i have learned to meditate and project on my own and i now know that that the astral is a heavenly place where all our souls go every night and when we die.. u use your mind to make it what u want. u must stay aware and calm. i have now had 3 wonderful experiences and have even met my spirit guide. i have had lots of questions answered and i havent had any more negative experiences. when i have come across a negative entity i imagine my self being surrounded and wrapped in God's white protective light and they go away. u can also demand that they leave u alone. they cant actually harm u but can cause u to have negative energy. these dark energies are attracted to your white positive energy. so protect yourself with the white light and go on your merry way and get the answers to life's questions. all u have to do is ask to be taken to a place of learning and u will be shown the way. this course has changed my life. i have never felt more enlightened and spiritually connected. now i know there really is a God and hes all good! hope this helps. good luck!

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Post by spiritalk » Mon Apr 26, 2010 2:53 pm

It is a stretch to believe that we all go to the astral (at any time) in sleep or after death.  We just don't do that, as the astral is the place for the undeveloped and lowest of spirit entities.  If we meet what is perported to be spirit guides at that level, we are allowing a low entity to have their way and in the long run it will be disruptive not enlightening.

The following article may have some enlightenment regarding the astral.  But to travel there you are at the earth level.  Many travelers visit on the earth plane to friends at a distance (without the air fare costs) or near.  So if you are traveling on earth how is this a spirit realm?

ASTRAL TRAVEL PITFALLS
Author unknown

I often see articles and comments referring to the astral plane and using this term synonymous with ‘dreaming’, ‘O.B.E.’, and ‘spiritual’ plane.  This is very misleading and incorrect.  

The main difference between any of the dimensions is the vibration frequency.  The highest frequency there is: the Eternal Unconditional Love and Light of the First Source and Centre: The Creator of All That Is.  Although all is one, the farther one gets from the Central Source, frequency drops until eventually you encounter the lowest frequency of energy – dense physical matter.

The astral plane is the lowest frequency non-physical plane.  It is where all the low vibration frequency thought forms, energies, entities exist, because they can literally only rise to the level that matches their vibration frequency.  This is also why it is relatively easy to astral travel.  

One does not need to raise their vibration frequency of Love and Light to do it, although it does help.  The problem is, the astral plane is basically the lowest of humanities negative thought forms, emotions, discarnate beings who passed away in an unconscious mindset.  This is why so many people report having problems there.  Yes, you can learn how to protect yourself, but then again, why play at this level?

Wise men throughout the ages have diligently raised their Love and Light quotients through a worldwide variety of disciplines in order to leap right over the top of this plane for the exact reasons mentioned.  Once you do this, you can and will begin to consciously work with the higher beings of Light on a personal basis.  I can guarantee you the higher dimensions are where the beings of Love, Light and Divine Wisdom reside, not the astral plane.

For all those people who have become adept at astral travel, I promise you, there is so much more beautiful ‘stuff’ in the higher dimensions awaiting you – with open arms.
God bless, J

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Post by Alchemyst » Fri Apr 30, 2010 6:47 am

@missheadmaster

I've noticed too, that in that plane of reality it's very connected to the emotions one experience. When I realized that, whenever a dark shadow appeared I could make it dissapear just with a single positive thought. Therefore I've come to the same conclusion as you, that those entities are not really something separated, but it's like your emotions get projected and manifested as something external. I think the word "thoughtform" can explain better what I mean. Also, I got some answers while reading "The Tibetan Book of the Dead", where it explains what happens to you after you die.

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Post by DragonKnight » Wed May 05, 2010 9:17 am

you have been hell haunted. The ringing is the spirits arround you fighting, usually a case of life and death.

The consciousness shift dont sound like astral projection, unless you are purely disconnected from your body.

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