urgent dream of getting killed

[spiritalk]

Dreams are about our own unresolved emotions from the conscious state.  The symbols, people, places, things, all represent you and your emotions.  

You are personally trying to kill off a part of yourself that you find rather offensive.  It is not quite that simple.  Life is about progressing in our learning and growing to change what we don't like and enhance what we do like about ourselves.  You are the woman giving the potion.  So perhaps it is the feminine side of your nature that needs some work.