Spiritual Battle? Body deterioration & a test of Faith

felineways · Post by **felineways** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 6:36 am

Hello everyone,

I'm new here...just found this site, and am curious if anyone can help me figure this out.

I am EXTREMELY ill - past my expiry date...but still fighting like mad to stay alive. Not afraid to die, just not in a hurry...

My troubles started in Nov 2006, got worse in May 2007, and became terminal in December 2007. Since then, I'm on "borrowed time".

I went to all the best specialists and had all the latest tests...and I mean all of them, and nobody knows what the problem is.

My immune system is shot...I am basically like an AIDS patient without having AIDS. I can't get out of the house except to go to doctors and test centers. I'm VERY weak. I lost over 40 lbs without trying. The more I eat, the less I weigh. However I'm in the best physical shape of my life...because I started stretching to relieve the pain and incorporated other slow exercises. I never did that before, and now I do about 5 to 6 hours of it a day...besides everything else possible to stay alive.

In the meantime, I am faced every day with tests - moral and values tests - as well as dreams of battling with satan...and I'm wondering what is going on. I was perfectly fine before all this started...out of the blue.

Does anyone have any idea?

Thanks for reading and best wishes to all.

chrisdee · Post by **chrisdee** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 9:20 am

When i saw your heading it brought tears to my eyes I don't have any ideas as to what as happened to your immune system, I just wanted to say
I feel this experience as not made you bitterer and your attitude will help you help your self to keep on fighting, hold on to your faith that modern research will turn something up  :smt024
I also want to send you a big big Hug,  :smt052  this is sent with admiration for your inner strength to be able to stay positive

dhav · Post by **dhav** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 11:41 am

Hi Feline,

i read about your life.I would think you should ask help from your angels.Maybe you should try our psychic reading forum which will try to investigate the matter for you and give you a proper answer of what's going on.Personally i would suggest you go for energy healing also something like reiki or angelic therapies. and keep yourself in white light .Here is the link of our psychic forum

http://mysticboard.org/viewforum.php?f=62

dhav

karlenespellman · Post by **karlenespellman** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 12:35 pm

Hi Feline,
Welcome. This is a great place. You will get a lot of positive enery sent to you.

Karlene

soul_flower · Post by **soul_flower** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 1:18 pm

Hi and welcome to MB.....

I do not have any advice as such but please do not give up....Stay positive,keep the faith and stay strong......Im sending some healing energy to you and my love.

Tamara :o)

WhoseLineBabygirl · Post by **WhoseLineBabygirl** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 2:16 pm

hey Feline welcome!!!

Rhutobello · Post by **Rhutobello** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 7:16 pm

Welcome to MysticBoard community, we hope you will have a nice stay and make a lots of friends

felineways · Post by **felineways** » Thu Feb 28, 2008 7:43 pm

Thanks to everyone for your kindness and warm welcome.

Because of my weak condition, I don't get on the computer as much as I did,  and don't want to miss anyone's response to me.

As you can imagine, I'm taking this very seriously (but with total acceptance and peace in my heart of whatever will unfold).

For the reason mentioned, is there any way that anyone can help me & write to me directly at my email?

I don't know if any of you visited my site, but because of it, I get thousands of emails a day & need to follow up by visiting loads of sites, etc. Since I got really sick, I can't do that anymore, so I only skim the emails and read only the important ones for the time being.

That's why I'd like to know if anyone can write to me and mention this site so I will know it's important for me to read. Any comment, anything at all from anybody here is important to me.

I want to ask permission before I ask you to go to my site and write to me from there. I don't want to be out of line here, at all. I really need help, I surrender completely to the Will of God, and I believe that every little bit helps, so I'm reaching out. I have never done this before but I finally learned to just take a leap of faith and ask...

Thank you all again and please be in touch with me.

Feline...aka Carmen

karlenespellman · Post by **karlenespellman** » Fri Feb 29, 2008 12:48 am

Hi Carmen,

If when you registered, you asked to betold when you get a PM, on AOL mine come from Sweetha in my inbox. It says:
Sweetha@MYSTICBOARD.COM-NEW PRIVATE MESSAGE HAS ARRIVED.

That way you know it is from here. I think most people here PM right on your name, they don't go to your internet connection(sorry if I'm wrong, I only PM).

I am going to Pm you now. If you don't get it in your inbox, it shows next to the private message at the top of all these pages. If you log on you will see that you have messages.

Any advisor, corresct me if I'm wrong. I am not computer savy, but I have figured this out my way anyway.

Karlene

felineways · Post by **felineways** » Fri Feb 29, 2008 1:31 am

Hi Karlene,

You're right...I checked as you said and I saw your message. I also replied and hopefully you will get my message too.

Thanks for your help and kind thoughts.

Carmen

suzisco · Post by **suzisco** » Fri Feb 29, 2008 3:02 pm

Hello and welcome to the forum

Suzi

Samson · Post by **Samson** » Thu Mar 06, 2008 4:26 pm

Hello & Welcome felineways.

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